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BEING ALONE
00:32
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leading me on
dragging me down
all the girls in this town
make me feel like a clown
who wears a permanent frown
no one's around
nowhere to go
hanging at home
watching amateur porn
i like being alone
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2. |
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your ill health your debt wealth
they've all stuck with me
but it seems like i'm still the same
now that nothing's changed
since we've parted ways
my heart beats my lungs breathe
my brain thinks my eyes see
but you don't know what i intend
which wounds i mean to mend
before i die
not getting high off only half a gram
i'm killing half a tank to jam with half my band just getting by
i'm tired of faking smiles
for you and all your friends
and i know you understand
that it sucks to pretend
like i give a shit just to hear them bitch
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3. |
DORMANCY ADDAMS
03:16
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my wandering eyes
replace my sensory perception with my imagination
how any times
have i fabricated you looking in my direction
my friends say that i
have a tendency to over analyze situations
and i'm not surprised
i'm pretty boring so i make shit up to keep my attention
nothing ever manages to keep my attention like you dododododo
i wonder why
i always get discouraged when i follow my senses
and i don't want to lie
to myself but that's the only way to mask my intentions
if i speak my mind
even if there's nothing on it worth any mention
i can't seem to find
the words i want to say and fit them into a sentence
but words don't really matter 'cause they're cruel and relentless like you dododododo
i know that you don't know me
but i know a few things about you
would you like to get to know me?
because i want to know all about you
and i want to be all about you
and i always want to be around you all the time
let your heart slow down to pace i
into a dream from which you'll never awake
i only want my baby to behave
may i brush the hair off of your face
you can't deny my warm embrace
you belong to me and you can't escape
you can never ever guess how many days
i've spent hidden behind this sheepish gaze as i wait
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4. |
LOS AZULES
03:39
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i really wanna see you
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5. |
CONVERSATIONS WITH DOG
03:09
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what do you do when you're alone all day
what do you think about at home all day
do you sit in your cage and wait for me
do you sit in your cage and wait
what do i do when i'm alone all day
what do i think about at home all day
i sit in my bed and wait for something
but i don't know what it is
there's some tissue on the floor
the doctor can take a sample
there's not even a lock on my door
you could just walk in
don't bother knocking
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6. |
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the day i stopped caring the day i stopped wearing my heart on my sleeve i thought i could clean up my own mess but i was so immature indecisive undecided about everything easily influenced by my peers the blood monger bleeds every opening scene as he's changing his face he makes no mistakes after life which he takes for his own life's sake the getaway was marvelous i heard them say they heard him say
s-s-s-sometimes i feel guilty when she asks me where i go when i go wants to know when i'll be home my sincerity lacks as i omit a few facts but i feel like she knows and i know that if i told she would overreact and as a matter of fact she might put me out on my own a desolate fool reigns king in his mind defining good and evil he made all the rules and he crossed his own lines and he's better off than me now
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7. |
REPUTATION
01:32
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your persistence makes me uneasy
have you the nerve to call me cruel when you've been so cruel to me
i think it's clever how you drove me into leaving
i think it's stupid making promises you're not going to keep
i think i'm uptight because when i fall asleep
i'm stuck here all night and you haunt me in my dreams
and i can;t get myself out of things i've set myself up for
and i want out now
i take medicine i don't need that deprives my brain of
oxygen so i can fall asleep
rather than count the ways she taunts me
just to show she doesn't want me anymore
i'd take matters into my own hands
my stigmata makes it difficult t juggle often times
but you try so hard to be your own person
when you're cut from the cloth like the clothes you're wearing
and i can't be seen with this property
i know i'm going to wake up with nothing in my arms again
the people that you call your friends
have led us down a dead end
the air around you is toxic
like the habits that you've formed
all your things are tainted with the dander of your new pet
and i know that i'm sick
with an olfaction twitch
when my eyes start to itch
i say ain't life a bitch
i'm so sick of all these rich kids
and i can't flip a shit over every girl i kiss
it's so easy to be pissed when i try to hit i miss
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8. |
ON A SCALE
02:35
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you used to see me every single night you know at first you say you'll love me then you don't you don't you don't
everyone's been warning me about the way you lie everyone's been telling me i shouldn't set my mind on you
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9. |
TIRED OF TRYING
00:36
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a pair of eyes stares hypnotized
by a screen while fingers slip and slide
exchanging thoughts off to the side
as if they'd go unratified
prostrated the adjacent mind
is brooding over wasted time
the mouth can't find words to recite
the subject feels ostracized
responding to the stimuli
you can't say this 100 times
and then take it back
and ignore the fact that this is bad
this isn't so bad
i'm being let down like with everything else
nothing's really ever as good as it sounds
i'm tired of trying trying is tired of me
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10. |
I'M ONLY A KID
03:06
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i don't want to be a wall you're stuck between
how can you be free with four of us around you
i don't want to know my conscience tells me so
but when i am alone i want to be around you
now i'm trying to find
some way to clear my mind
i'm not running away
i'm just tired of waiting for you to come around
you say that you may not come around
i just want to make you feel so good you break
into a million tiny pieces so i can keep one just for me
why don't we take some time off you're only a kid
i'm so in love with you i don't know what to do
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